I give up!
my gift of words has escaped
my vocabulary has diminished.
and my communication skills have ceased to exist
and now frustration takes over my very being....
my purpose isnt to be mean.
it's just that i cant think past my anger in order to say what needs to be said
so i just use hateful words instead
and my heart is breaking because your heart is broken.
but i dont feel the need to be politically correct all day long.
sometimes to get your point across you have to sound wrong.
i cant always be perfect although i try....
and I'm in a constant battle to keep the masses happy
but i don't know why.
I guess the pain in the eyes of those who work hard and have nothing angers my core
and those who do nothing get all they want disgusts me even more.
my choice of words may shock u but they are my choice of words
and if speaking my mind hurts your feeling then your feelings will be hurt.
*** i'm not done but i have writers block now**
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
Mr. professional
To me
You mean the world and more
Can’t help but to adore
Your smile, your kiss
The softness of your lips
The glow of your brown eyes in the dark
To me
You are happiness
The reason I laugh
The reason I smile
You seem to make the day to day worth while
To me
You are perfect
The reason I rise with the sun rise
But then…
Mr. Professional takes over.
No time for me
No time for love
Only time for work
Time to go
Time to eat
Time to sleep
No time for love
Mr. Professional has one love
Her different values and different faces is the only thing that replaces that hollow feeling that my everything feels once Mr professional takes over.
Mr. Professional will give me an hour of his weekend minuets but his anytime aint mine cause he has no time for love. This aint no metro PCS love I’m getting
No.. I can’t even cingularly rollover and have time with my man no mobile to mobile because I’m stationary chilling in my phone booth of loneliness hoping he will call. And when the phone rings a sprint over only to be disappointed when I see the caller ID
And Mr. Professional doesn’t like complaints.. oh no.. he cant hear the.. maybe’ if and but or ain’t it’s no
Mr. professional is punctual and reasonable when it come to his first love of dough
But to my beau I am but a second thought a glimpse at nothingness.. just a post to drop off the lonely feelings he feels between his knees
And as far as I Love You’s please… Mr’ professional knows not of such things it’s a 3 syllable waste of time and he hasn’t got time to waste.
Hundreds of hours a week.
He’s trying to provide for his Queen… you know the one he never sees… the one who battles with the need to creep to fulfill her needs.
My insides scream to be pleased and my heart knows the relationship is not how a relationship should be.
All I ever feels is lonely… ..
Is this the destiny I’m daring to have
The action of change is far more important than print on paper
Will you really make time for me.
You’ve run through every excuse and now you’re out.
Open your eyes and look at me..
You’ve blinded you’re self to reality.
you’re living a DR. Jackal Mr. Hyde existence.
And the distance
it’s killing me.
Time for love should be priority
It shouldn’t be up on a shelf collecting dust
Honey, this is a must.
I must know if ur in love
Am I ur love
Or is it money
I’m tired of Mr. professional…
Tired of his love for dough messing with my something beautiful.
Mr. professional has got to go
So I can get back to you.. and how you are to me.
Cause at some point you were my world and so much more. You were everything I adored til you let mr professional in the door.
And I tried to ignore the acts of grandeur.
But I can no longer hide or disguise the way I’m feeling inside.
Although ultimatums are a bust this one is a must so here is what u can trust. It’s either mr. professional or me. I love you choose wisely.
You mean the world and more
Can’t help but to adore
Your smile, your kiss
The softness of your lips
The glow of your brown eyes in the dark
To me
You are happiness
The reason I laugh
The reason I smile
You seem to make the day to day worth while
To me
You are perfect
The reason I rise with the sun rise
But then…
Mr. Professional takes over.
No time for me
No time for love
Only time for work
Time to go
Time to eat
Time to sleep
No time for love
Mr. Professional has one love
Her different values and different faces is the only thing that replaces that hollow feeling that my everything feels once Mr professional takes over.
Mr. Professional will give me an hour of his weekend minuets but his anytime aint mine cause he has no time for love. This aint no metro PCS love I’m getting
No.. I can’t even cingularly rollover and have time with my man no mobile to mobile because I’m stationary chilling in my phone booth of loneliness hoping he will call. And when the phone rings a sprint over only to be disappointed when I see the caller ID
And Mr. Professional doesn’t like complaints.. oh no.. he cant hear the.. maybe’ if and but or ain’t it’s no
Mr. professional is punctual and reasonable when it come to his first love of dough
But to my beau I am but a second thought a glimpse at nothingness.. just a post to drop off the lonely feelings he feels between his knees
And as far as I Love You’s please… Mr’ professional knows not of such things it’s a 3 syllable waste of time and he hasn’t got time to waste.
Hundreds of hours a week.
He’s trying to provide for his Queen… you know the one he never sees… the one who battles with the need to creep to fulfill her needs.
My insides scream to be pleased and my heart knows the relationship is not how a relationship should be.
All I ever feels is lonely… ..
Is this the destiny I’m daring to have
The action of change is far more important than print on paper
Will you really make time for me.
You’ve run through every excuse and now you’re out.
Open your eyes and look at me..
You’ve blinded you’re self to reality.
you’re living a DR. Jackal Mr. Hyde existence.
And the distance
it’s killing me.
Time for love should be priority
It shouldn’t be up on a shelf collecting dust
Honey, this is a must.
I must know if ur in love
Am I ur love
Or is it money
I’m tired of Mr. professional…
Tired of his love for dough messing with my something beautiful.
Mr. professional has got to go
So I can get back to you.. and how you are to me.
Cause at some point you were my world and so much more. You were everything I adored til you let mr professional in the door.
And I tried to ignore the acts of grandeur.
But I can no longer hide or disguise the way I’m feeling inside.
Although ultimatums are a bust this one is a must so here is what u can trust. It’s either mr. professional or me. I love you choose wisely.
I'm over it.. aren't u?
you know that junk you brought in from high school.
talking behind my back about me
and what really gets me is the hypocrisy.
to laugh in my face but talk behind my back
you pretended like we were friends and when I'm not looking u set up this character attack.
you slander my name like this is a game.
obviously back biting is your claim to fame.
it's fine if u hate me.. envy is sad
I'll pray for God to forgive you and so you know i'm not mad.
it's kool that we're not friends my life won't change
I'm turning the page.
i have gotten over it.. it's time you do the same
you know that junk you brought in from high school.
talking behind my back about me
and what really gets me is the hypocrisy.
to laugh in my face but talk behind my back
you pretended like we were friends and when I'm not looking u set up this character attack.
you slander my name like this is a game.
obviously back biting is your claim to fame.
it's fine if u hate me.. envy is sad
I'll pray for God to forgive you and so you know i'm not mad.
it's kool that we're not friends my life won't change
I'm turning the page.
i have gotten over it.. it's time you do the same
Untiled incomple madness
It takes more than muscles to be a man. You don't have to be spine less to receive a helping hand. A man knows when to step up and knows when to back down. Knows its okay to cry even when people are around. A man knows how to treat his women with love and respect and doesn't dog her out every chance he gets. A real man knows how to really love. And always does the right thing when push comes to shove. A real man is driven and has purpose. He is responsible and caring even below the surface. A real man is in tune with real life and not just a fantasy of how it should be. A real man knows how to take you to ecstasy with a touch of intimacy. Your pleasure is his pleasure and he knows all the ways u can explode, erupt, and implode together.a real man defends his queen from haters wannabes and feens But sadly real men are few and far between you may think you have one in your life but its about as real as a love scene on a movie screen. So this is my reality check. I'm checkin myself into the reality that I might as well become a nun because I'm fed up with dealin with wannabe thugs and bums. Disrespectful homeboys and their toy guns. ****** to be continued wen I'm in tha mood to write again
A Crazy little Thing Called Love
lately been feeling kinda psycho
ask me why i'll say i dunno
i'm just riding through and hoping for the best
but this feeling is harder to shake than the rest
all kinds of emotions get stirred up at once
acting kinda like it that time of the month
mood swings left and right
especially in the moonlight
happy,sad, even steaming mad
but once youre around i'm just glad
i was feeling kinda silly
and missing you severly
i just want to let you know wat u've done
seems to be that for me ur the only one
you'll make that cash flow and i'll remain unforgettable
BK meets Mr. MIATL 4 sure
got me seriously undone
with this crazy little thing called love
ask me why i'll say i dunno
i'm just riding through and hoping for the best
but this feeling is harder to shake than the rest
all kinds of emotions get stirred up at once
acting kinda like it that time of the month
mood swings left and right
especially in the moonlight
happy,sad, even steaming mad
but once youre around i'm just glad
i was feeling kinda silly
and missing you severly
i just want to let you know wat u've done
seems to be that for me ur the only one
you'll make that cash flow and i'll remain unforgettable
BK meets Mr. MIATL 4 sure
got me seriously undone
with this crazy little thing called love
User
What a User!
Person abuser
love confuser
affection loser
your words a like a missle cruiser
disaster maker
faith shaker
trust breaker
hope taker
your lifes philosophy so divine what yours is mine and wat's mine is mine
you have no spine
u tried to get in in my mind
and make me unwind
like a spinning top on crack.
but baby ur game is whack
i wont fall into ur trap
cant be misguided by your lies
i see the truth behind the disguise
it took a second to realize
simply cause love is blind
but i see the game that users play
and they always take it the loser's way
sore to the core
u can use me kno more
so you can take, break, shake ,make some one else your fool
because i refuse to cruise, lose feel confused or be abused by a user.
Person abuser
love confuser
affection loser
your words a like a missle cruiser
disaster maker
faith shaker
trust breaker
hope taker
your lifes philosophy so divine what yours is mine and wat's mine is mine
you have no spine
u tried to get in in my mind
and make me unwind
like a spinning top on crack.
but baby ur game is whack
i wont fall into ur trap
cant be misguided by your lies
i see the truth behind the disguise
it took a second to realize
simply cause love is blind
but i see the game that users play
and they always take it the loser's way
sore to the core
u can use me kno more
so you can take, break, shake ,make some one else your fool
because i refuse to cruise, lose feel confused or be abused by a user.
Apparently I love you
my heart and soul are on fire, i'm filling with desire to be next to you.
i can't sleep cant eat without you by my side. it seems without out u in my life i don't know what what to do.
finding the words to explain aren't easy apparently love can make everyone mad cheesy.
and to try to express my feelings in these rhymes seems kind of hopeless
cause compared to how i really feel these lyrics are nonsence, just plain ridiculous
but even if i can't accomplish mission at least u have a clue of my vision of you
and maybe i'm a fool to love u the way i do but i've thrown caution to the wind and decided to be a fool for you.
and cant no other chick step to you the way i do i'm coming real and correct with nothing but respect and while i'm on that subject i elect to expect the same from you.
you are my whole top 8 my dream date my best friend my perfect 10. you got everything i'm looking for and so much more. ur a man's man with gentle hands and a kind heart and even though we are apart i'm heading back to the start so we can be on the same page the main stage together with our hearts and souls on fire while i'm filling with desire to be with you.
i can't sleep cant eat without you by my side. it seems without out u in my life i don't know what what to do.
finding the words to explain aren't easy apparently love can make everyone mad cheesy.
and to try to express my feelings in these rhymes seems kind of hopeless
cause compared to how i really feel these lyrics are nonsence, just plain ridiculous
but even if i can't accomplish mission at least u have a clue of my vision of you
and maybe i'm a fool to love u the way i do but i've thrown caution to the wind and decided to be a fool for you.
and cant no other chick step to you the way i do i'm coming real and correct with nothing but respect and while i'm on that subject i elect to expect the same from you.
you are my whole top 8 my dream date my best friend my perfect 10. you got everything i'm looking for and so much more. ur a man's man with gentle hands and a kind heart and even though we are apart i'm heading back to the start so we can be on the same page the main stage together with our hearts and souls on fire while i'm filling with desire to be with you.
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