Not Now

I ask for your help but you say not now I’m busy
and I wonder will you ever have time for me
I try to understand that you have to support us
but you can make time or others
you say you love me but you don't show it
bad things happen but you don't know it
so I give up trying to please you
it's all about me now
and when you ask for help
all I’ll say is not now
and be the way you taught me to