Love Road

on love road i travel alone.
always following the same path
i give you all of me
take my time and let you speak to me.
i let you speak to my heart and soul entirely
and let you fill the empty parts of me.
and afterward you walk out the door and leave me
is there something better for me
or am i doomed to be with u
to abide by your rules
i cant address this curse
the sting of the truth would be the worst
i slowly climb to the climax on this roller coaster ride
i'm to scared to cry to show my real side.
i'm afraid of fear
of people getting to near
but this is how every life appears
it has it's ups and downs, good and bad, angry happy sad.
but then again it's never positive with you
i dont feel human with you
i feel like a toy you like to use.
i feel broken up inside
with all these feelings that i hide.
i'm not suprised
that i'm confused and torn
of all these things i was forewarned.
can i really move on.
even though our souls mate when our bodies meet
and for me that treat is just so sublime.
to think of me as yours and you as mine
and life without the barrier of time
just us in love in lust
am i in love with u or in lust with love or in love with lust.
i go in a million directions to find myself on the same road.
broken and alone. paranoid.
everyones a stranger all possible danger.
but i still trust and i still fall....
on loves road i travel alone always following the same path in lust, love and heartache..... to the inevitable street of heartbreak.